E' stremato dalle prove, dalla ripetizione della stessa esecuzione " But I am really looking
forward to the day when I stand on the stage!"Peter mi ha già scritto incantevolmente, in precedenza, delle sue aspettative deluse dalla impurità della vita, dalla fuggevolezza inconsistente di persone, e cose, che si si rivelano solo istantanee parvenze, dalla realtà sconfortante della vita universitaria, della società, e mi ha confidato la sua volontà di ritrovarsi bambino, piuttosto che essere privato di ogni felicità, ed emozione, se è il sacrificio indispensabile per diventare esperto del mondo.
"I realize that I am just in a play you don't know what does gonna happen. The camera opens when you get up and shuts when you sleep. You will never know where the end of the show is. I like to sit in an economic-zone watching the people passing away. One day I suddenly realize that everyone will owe you the whole life, they are just passers-by; they appear and disappear in a second. You use everything you would to find them again, but you will just fail! Only a few people will stay in your friend-circle forever, restless will disappear. Isn't it the really life?
So many children feel the life in university is fabulous, pure and comfortable… I used to consider in this way. University is like haven. Everything in are better than home. But when I am really in I realize the university is no more pure and the stories aren't romantic at all. It is too far from TV series and movies."
Ma ora egli crede che la sua vita sia cambiata, poichè sta cambiando il suo atteggiamento verso la vita .
" I think I should find a way to make myself happy. I live in this planet for myself, so I should do things hard to make me happy. Try to find happy things, avoid bad things, only in this way should I be happy!
How about your life?
Tell me"
Un'espressione di tale felicità ritrovata è come stia egli godendo in Jilin l'attuale stagione primaverile."The sky is blue and the grass and trees are green, even the clouds are white so I am so happy. "
Gli avevo già scritto
"In my opinion, you are looking in the external world for the purety, and the greatness, what you should find and preserve in yourself, by wisdom, or religious meditation, keeping faithful to your ideals and dreams, your project and passions.
More the world , becominig waster, and higher, in your lfe, shows itself cruel, cold, uninterested or opposed to y our plans, or to your dreams, more you need to accept the challenge of the great world, surviving generous among the inhumanity, farsighted man , vith great dreams, and aims., among powerful men with little cruel mind.
Odorico
E cosi gli ho ora risposto
"It s enchanting in your letter how you are happy for the weather in Jilin, the beautiful of the nature in spring.
Be happy., my dear, be happy-
My happiness is the awareness of the blossoming of the life of my friends by my aid, the knowing love of everything, increasing the world, including the past, the present, and the future. in a eternal life.
My sadness the waste and the destruction of my mind and of my life, every day, by my useless, disregarded teaching, meaning nothing.
Odorico "
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